A snake came to my water-trough
On a hot, hot day, and I in pyjamas for
the heat,
On a hot, hot day, and I in pyjamas for
the heat,
To drink there.
In the deep, strange-scented
shade of the great dark carob-tree
I came down the steps with my pitcher
And must wait, must stand and wait, for there he was at the trough before me.
I came down the steps with my pitcher
And must wait, must stand and wait, for there he was at the trough before me.
He reached down from a fissure
in the earth-wall in the gloom
And trailed his yellow-brown slackness soft-bellied down, over the edge of the stone trough
And rested his throat upon the stone bottom,
And where the water had dripped from the tap, in a small clearness,
He sipped with his straight mouth,
Softly drank through his straight gums, into his slack long body,
Silently.
And trailed his yellow-brown slackness soft-bellied down, over the edge of the stone trough
And rested his throat upon the stone bottom,
And where the water had dripped from the tap, in a small clearness,
He sipped with his straight mouth,
Softly drank through his straight gums, into his slack long body,
Silently.
Someone was before me at
my water-trough,
And I, like a second comer, waiting.
And I, like a second comer, waiting.
He lifted his head from his
drinking, as cattle do,
And looked at me vaguely, as drinking cattle do,
And flickered his two-forked tongue from his lips, and mused a moment,
And stooped and drank a little more,
Being earth-brown, earth-golden from the burning bowels of the earth
On the day of Sicilian July, with Ætna smoking.
The voice of my education said to me
He must be killed,
For in Sicily the black, black snakes are innocent, the gold are venomous.
And looked at me vaguely, as drinking cattle do,
And flickered his two-forked tongue from his lips, and mused a moment,
And stooped and drank a little more,
Being earth-brown, earth-golden from the burning bowels of the earth
On the day of Sicilian July, with Ætna smoking.
The voice of my education said to me
He must be killed,
For in Sicily the black, black snakes are innocent, the gold are venomous.
And voices in me said: If
you were a man
You would take a stick and break him now, and finish him off.
You would take a stick and break him now, and finish him off.
But must I confess how I
liked him,
How glad I was he had come like a guest in quiet, to drink at my water-trough
And depart peaceful, pacified, and thankless,
Into the burning bowels of this earth?
How glad I was he had come like a guest in quiet, to drink at my water-trough
And depart peaceful, pacified, and thankless,
Into the burning bowels of this earth?
Was it cowardice, that I
dared not kill him? Was it perversity, that I longed to talk to him?
Was it humility, to feel so honoured?
I felt so honoured.
Was it humility, to feel so honoured?
I felt so honoured.
And yet those voices:
If you were not afraid, you would kill him!
If you were not afraid, you would kill him!
And truly I was afraid, I
was most afraid, But even so, honoured still more
That he should seek my hospitality
From out the dark door of the secret earth.
That he should seek my hospitality
From out the dark door of the secret earth.
He drank enough
And lifted his head, dreamily, as one who has drunken,
And flickered his tongue like a forked night on the air, so black,
Seeming to lick his lips,
And looked around like a god, unseeing, into the air,
And slowly turned his head,
And slowly, very slowly, as if thrice adream,
Proceeded to draw his slow length curving round
And climb again the broken bank of my wall-face.
And lifted his head, dreamily, as one who has drunken,
And flickered his tongue like a forked night on the air, so black,
Seeming to lick his lips,
And looked around like a god, unseeing, into the air,
And slowly turned his head,
And slowly, very slowly, as if thrice adream,
Proceeded to draw his slow length curving round
And climb again the broken bank of my wall-face.
And as he put his head into
that dreadful hole,
And as he slowly drew up, snake-easing his shoulders, and entered farther,
A sort of horror, a sort of protest against his withdrawing into that horrid black hole,
Deliberately going into the blackness, and slowly drawing himself after,
Overcame me now his back was turned.
And as he slowly drew up, snake-easing his shoulders, and entered farther,
A sort of horror, a sort of protest against his withdrawing into that horrid black hole,
Deliberately going into the blackness, and slowly drawing himself after,
Overcame me now his back was turned.
I looked round, I put down
my pitcher,
I picked up a clumsy log
And threw it at the water-trough with a clatter.
I picked up a clumsy log
And threw it at the water-trough with a clatter.
I think it did not hit him,
But suddenly that part of him that was left behind convulsed in undignified haste,
Writhed like lightning, and was gone
Into the black hole, the earth-lipped fissure in the wall-front,
At which, in the intense still noon, I stared with fascination.
But suddenly that part of him that was left behind convulsed in undignified haste,
Writhed like lightning, and was gone
Into the black hole, the earth-lipped fissure in the wall-front,
At which, in the intense still noon, I stared with fascination.
And immediately I regretted
it.
I thought how paltry, how vulgar, what a mean act!
I despised myself and the voices of my accursed human education.
I thought how paltry, how vulgar, what a mean act!
I despised myself and the voices of my accursed human education.
And I thought of the albatross
And I wished he would come back, my snake.
And I wished he would come back, my snake.
For he seemed to me again
like a king,
Like a king in exile, uncrowned in the underworld,
Now due to be crowned again.
Like a king in exile, uncrowned in the underworld,
Now due to be crowned again.
And so, I missed my chance
with one of the lords
Of life.
And I have something to expiate:
A pettiness.
Of life.
And I have something to expiate:
A pettiness.
D.H. Lawrence
Taormina, 1923
That poem is one of the main reasons that I do not like DH Lawrence, Sarah!
ReplyDeletebut me thinks it is THE reason to love DH Lawrence. Here he shows us how to express fear and love simultaneously, and in so doing reminds us that both exist together.
DeleteI think that may be why he doesn't like it.
DeleteBut ...Why Tom?
ReplyDeleteI like it because it reminds me of how I feel when I see snakes - fear and absolute awe for how beautiful they are. When they come into my house though, I'm straight on the table and ringing Dad to bring around the .22. No lumps of wood or feelings of pettiness then!
DeleteAh lovely, because also there is this, one of my true favourites,
ReplyDeleteD.H. Lawrence
Lucifer
Angels are bright still, though the brightest fell.
But tell me, tell me, how do you know
he lost any of his brightness in the falling?
In the dark-blue depths, under layers and layers of darkness,
5I see him more like the ruby, a gleam from within
of his own magnificence,
coming like the ruby in the invisible dark, glowing
with his own annunciation, towards us.
Nice one Merc
ReplyDeleteA wonderful poem. I thought it was yours, till I saw the name at the end!
ReplyDeleteAw, I wish, though I think it would be written with a blunter instrument that the one DH uses.
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